Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Assigment Post Vol. 2 // Life (08.01.14)

Life is hard. The world is cruel. Life is unfair. And so is the world. Take a look back at our life. Do you remember that time? Don’t tell me you’ve never been to that part of your life. I can’t really remember when it happen to me but what I know is during that time, I’m currently going through the phase where I hated my life. Maybe it happened to you when you’re 11 or 12. Or maybe, you can’t even recall when it happens to you. Hey hey there. I know what’s playing in your dirty minds by now. And nope, it’s not that ‘thing’. Alright?! What I’m trying to say is do you remember that part of your life, when your younger, cuter, naive self said, “I can’t wait to grow up”. Do you remember now? Every one of us had said that to our adolescent-selves. Most of us are still too dumb to realize what is waiting for us in the future.

Yes. Now you deserve to laugh at yourself. Laugh. GO! Laugh around. Jump here, jump there, jump everywhere and LAUGH! Because now we finally realize that life is HARD. Isn’t it? Well, friends. Childhood friends. Your squad when you’re in high school. Where are all of them now when you’re in need? When you really are in need. Yes. We have nowhere to turn to. Family are always first. But not all of your problems you can share with them right? Don’t tell me the “I’m close with my mom” shit. Well I’m close with mine too. But not every problem could be shared with her. Well different people have different choices right. I’m not here to stop you from being close with your mom. I admit it, I’m jealous with them who can share every single thing with their moms. While I can’t. Cause I choose not to. She got enough problems to think of rather than my problems. Important things? Yes she’ll be the first to know. She’s my mother after all. She did carry me around for 9 goddamn months, in pain. Okay?

As we grow old, we will learn how to cope with our life. With our long (maybe sweet, maybe sour) life. In the process of learning to stay on the right lane, we will get through so many different kinds of level. And you will have to fight. Fight emotionally. Fight mentally. Or maybe, until that one level, you may have to fight physically. And along that levels, there may be a few levels that are hard to go through. And we need help. Maybe professional help. Or amateur? Or whatever. Yes. In that level, you can call your Luigi. Your girl. Your boy. Your loco-loco. Your #bestgirlfriendintheentireworldeva. Call them. Then wait and see. How many of them will be there. Okay let’s say if you got only one, will s/he be there? Can they? And if they can’t, you have nowhere to turn to. Now you’re alone. Now now now, don’t cry. Don’t do stupid things! There’s only one more person left to help you. They will help you. No matter what happens, they will be there for you. Every time, anywhere. It’s you. Yes YOU. Now you yourself have to help yourself. Regain your strength, max out your energy, toughen your mind, and GO. Go all the way through. Without anyone’s help. You’ll feel good when you finally finish that level by yourself. Proud even!

All those levels may contain things that almost every youngsters are going through. You know things like emotional breakdowns, problems with your S.O, confusion of making decisions and so on. And to go through all that levels, you have to be strong. You have to be tough. Did I tell you there may be a stopper in your way to go through. A stone. A big one. And that is you. You yourself are the boulder. Its either you let yourself go for it, or just stick around with all the same shits and not even try to go explore that new side of your life. Do you want to still hang around with your old lame life? Of course not! So don’t let yourself be the stopper of your own life. Go for it and never ever, give up. 

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