Things that make me happy.

I guess everyone have a thing or two that make them happy. Same goes to me. I have tons of things that could make my day.

✿ Mon famille. Who can live without their most loved ones?! Please come and share with me your tips of surviving to live without them. Because I've tried and believe me, I suck at it. Hahaha. I need mon mère & mon père like everyday. I could not go a day without them.

✿ Mon amies. I need them. They are my daily dose of happiness. They get to make me smile every time that I frowned. They knew me well like they've known me since I was born. Some of them are younger than me but what impressed me the most is that they still respect me as an older person while being my friend(s). It's hard to find a person that could commit to two things at a time but hey, they proved me wrong. That's why I could not go a day without them.

✿ Bouquet de fleur ou fleurs de champ. I ♥ flowers so much. My favorite are daisies! (though the pic above are chrysanths) I also adore roses, million stars, orchids. But whatevs, daisy won my heart. I love their ecstatic colors! They make me calm. 

✿ A simple good morning text from 'someone' could make me go smiling the whole day thinking about them.

✿ Late night drive. To anywhere. With nowhere in mind. Just a short-long drive in the night with my fave people. Enjoying the chilly weather. Go and see the night life of the city. Appreciating the non-hectic road of the night. Accompanied with caramel lattes & just drive. Just me, you and the road. 

✿ Nourritures. I'm a food lover. My job is too seek food and eat food. Then later cry myself to sleep regretting the fats that I've consumed. Hahaha. 

✿ Caffeine enthusiast I am. Be it a coffee or a tea. But I prefer tea than coffee. I la-la-loooove English tea. Milk tea, ice tea, green tea, bubble tea, any tea! I hate espresso and I loathe double espresso even more. But I dear caramel latte and mocha frappe. 

There's more. But listed are the ones that gave effect to almost 100% of my life. So guess that you've know me a bit by reading this. Don't you think?☺️ 

Oh and just p/s: I took French this semester, that's why I try to write in French even though I suck at speaking them. Please, just ignore my French if it sound stupid! x

Rapuh.

Rapuh,

sungguh rapuh.

Cuba tahan.

Cuba lawan.

Sudah diteriakkan.

Tapi,

masih rapuh.

--

Hampir jadi abu.

Sudah sampai tahap debu.

--

Rasa yang itu.

Ya, yang satu itu.

Sudah usang.

Lapuk.

Reput.

BUSOK.

--

Masih kaku ya kau disitu?

‘Tidak ingin sedikit pun,

aku berganjak dari sini’

Noktah.

Assignment Post Vol. 3 // Brother, you are rude.

I don’t have anywhere or anyone to spat this anger to. So I decided to write-it-out. I first jotted this feeling down in my journal. But then, while expressing all the angers in the book, I suddenly realised that my journal is only a 5” notebook. Then I thought to myself, “I have a blog for a reason”. Hah. Well my brain is always like that when it comes to certain situations. You know, functioning only when you’re already in the middle of doing something kind of brain. But hey, I did mention ‘certain’ alright. So that doesn’t mean all the time. Never underestimate someone else’s power. Hah!

I took 6 subjects in my second semester of being a communication student at my college. Well when 4 is already a hell for some, all of you people who take less than mine should be really thankful. Wait till you hear from them who take 7. Okay?! Learn to say Alhamdulillah all the time lah fellow student oiii (Muslims of course). Non-Muslims, you should train yourselves to say “Thank you god” all the time. But, I’m not here to preach about any religious related things. I have this thought that has been bugging me since day 1 of this one class. And this thing is stated in almost every religion that exists. Okay, I’m gonna jump straight to my point.

I love my subjects this semester. Most of it is an eye-opener for a young person who needs to be educated like me. And one of the subjects is Agama-agama Di Malaysia. Teach by the honourable Dr. MNM. Okay first things first. Do you know who this Dr. is? Do you really think that he’s only a normal middle-aged lecturer that you always met? Well guess what? He’s not what you think he is. He is a respectable politician despite from which party he supports and came from. He used to teach student in the States and he also holds so many powerful position in famous universities around Malaysia. And do you really think such well educated person like him would waste his time teaching us Malaysian student who are not thankful to have him as a lecturer? Well I think everybody (in his class) already knew that he is a 65 year old man. When you can’t respect him as a lecturer because his boring lessons and whatsoever, try to respect him as your grandfather. He used to tell us that he has 6 beautiful grandchildren and some of them are around our ages. Would you enjoy seeing your grandpa to be treated like that? Treated like what you ask me? Well ask yourselves. I’m not the one who walked right past him without asking any permission to be dismissed for a moment to the toilet. And of course, I already know that you peasants are too sleepy and by right wanted to smoke a hella pack of cigarette!

I can’t stand it with rude people! You are so RUDE! Why are you rude! Didn’t your parents teach you to respect the elders? Or are they the ones who cherish the moments in training you to be a rude brat? Whoah! Oopsy daisy! Someone mention the word parents hereeee. P-A-R-E-N-T-S niggahhh. So now I am rude for saying things that maybe only you knew about your parents? Well as the saying goes; in order for US to be respected by others, learns to respect OTHERS first!

sincerely, 

-me who can't stand your rudeness and feels like kicking you to death x

Assigment Post Vol. 2 // Life (08.01.14)

Life is hard. The world is cruel. Life is unfair. And so is the world. Take a look back at our life. Do you remember that time? Don’t tell me you’ve never been to that part of your life. I can’t really remember when it happen to me but what I know is during that time, I’m currently going through the phase where I hated my life. Maybe it happened to you when you’re 11 or 12. Or maybe, you can’t even recall when it happens to you. Hey hey there. I know what’s playing in your dirty minds by now. And nope, it’s not that ‘thing’. Alright?! What I’m trying to say is do you remember that part of your life, when your younger, cuter, naive self said, “I can’t wait to grow up”. Do you remember now? Every one of us had said that to our adolescent-selves. Most of us are still too dumb to realize what is waiting for us in the future.

Yes. Now you deserve to laugh at yourself. Laugh. GO! Laugh around. Jump here, jump there, jump everywhere and LAUGH! Because now we finally realize that life is HARD. Isn’t it? Well, friends. Childhood friends. Your squad when you’re in high school. Where are all of them now when you’re in need? When you really are in need. Yes. We have nowhere to turn to. Family are always first. But not all of your problems you can share with them right? Don’t tell me the “I’m close with my mom” shit. Well I’m close with mine too. But not every problem could be shared with her. Well different people have different choices right. I’m not here to stop you from being close with your mom. I admit it, I’m jealous with them who can share every single thing with their moms. While I can’t. Cause I choose not to. She got enough problems to think of rather than my problems. Important things? Yes she’ll be the first to know. She’s my mother after all. She did carry me around for 9 goddamn months, in pain. Okay?

As we grow old, we will learn how to cope with our life. With our long (maybe sweet, maybe sour) life. In the process of learning to stay on the right lane, we will get through so many different kinds of level. And you will have to fight. Fight emotionally. Fight mentally. Or maybe, until that one level, you may have to fight physically. And along that levels, there may be a few levels that are hard to go through. And we need help. Maybe professional help. Or amateur? Or whatever. Yes. In that level, you can call your Luigi. Your girl. Your boy. Your loco-loco. Your #bestgirlfriendintheentireworldeva. Call them. Then wait and see. How many of them will be there. Okay let’s say if you got only one, will s/he be there? Can they? And if they can’t, you have nowhere to turn to. Now you’re alone. Now now now, don’t cry. Don’t do stupid things! There’s only one more person left to help you. They will help you. No matter what happens, they will be there for you. Every time, anywhere. It’s you. Yes YOU. Now you yourself have to help yourself. Regain your strength, max out your energy, toughen your mind, and GO. Go all the way through. Without anyone’s help. You’ll feel good when you finally finish that level by yourself. Proud even!

All those levels may contain things that almost every youngsters are going through. You know things like emotional breakdowns, problems with your S.O, confusion of making decisions and so on. And to go through all that levels, you have to be strong. You have to be tough. Did I tell you there may be a stopper in your way to go through. A stone. A big one. And that is you. You yourself are the boulder. Its either you let yourself go for it, or just stick around with all the same shits and not even try to go explore that new side of your life. Do you want to still hang around with your old lame life? Of course not! So don’t let yourself be the stopper of your own life. Go for it and never ever, give up. 

Assignment Post Vol. 1 // The day is done.

There is no word to describe how I felt when I heard the news. I was half awake when I heard it. I don't think there's a sad emotion in me on that time. I am mostly shocked. Shocked because I just met her a week before that day then out of the blue, the news came. My aunt. My beloved aunt. She passed away last week. I didn't feel anything at that time. I didn't even shed a single tear. We drove from KL to Seremban on 11.30 that night and stayed there until the funeral is done on the next day. That wasn't even in the morning. We reached KL around 3 / 4 in the evening. I am very very tired. Psychically, mentally and of course, emotionally tired. Exhausted even!

Speaking about tears. Sounds like I am a one strong lady for not even crying upon hearing the sad news. It's not that I don't want to cry. But I am actually just holding back the tears that is already began pooling in the corner of my eyes. But unfortunately, the walls that have been holding up all the salty water that belongs to my eyes had finally touch the ground when I saw my grandmother cried. She (my grandma) cannot accept the fact that my aunt has passed away. And the thing that mostly bugging her mind is, why her daughter? Why not her? Why didn't -He took her life first? Why did her once young and pretty daughter had to left her? Forever in fact. The moment I saw her cry, is the moment that I saw my mom's eyes are wet too. And that's when I cried. Wow. The so called 'Strong Lady' finally cried! Why? Because, it really is sad to see a mother crying. I can't even imagine of my own mother crying.

Well, I've saw her crying actually. Not once, not twice. But quite

some times. That was during a very dark time in our family. But what's past is past. And since the last day I saw her cried, I've promised myself not to be the reason of her tears. Unless its a tear of happiness. Then only she can cry for 5 days and 5 nights! Hihihi. Back to the main story of my late aunt and all the tears shed, I remembered something that I once kept in my mind. Don't be sad when someone leaves you forever. Well, you can be sad. But don't stay sad forever! Life is still running fast pass you. And I am really sure that they didn't want to see us being locked up all alone in our room, sitting there all day do nothing but cry. Life must go on no matter what happens.

Despite of the sudden loss, my family and I recovers quickly by my brother's engagement. Well my parents are the most happiest person in this matter. They are not the one who's getting engaged but they are the most busiest people to be running around. I am busy too you know! Since both of my sisters are busy with their jobs, that leaves me to be my mom's assistant. Well my part is buying stuffs for his 'hantaran', make sure the fresh flowers stay fresh until the big day, running here and there to make sure the food is okay and so on! And its pretty funny to see my mother suddenly panic on the engagement day when her task was to only put the ring around the bride-to-be. Whatever it is, my brother is finally engaged! Yeaaaaay. Couldn't be more happier for him. Congrats to you my brother, finally you found someone right. And cute!

And I think I can finally say that the day is done.

Dia datang lagi! // Ramadhan // 1435 Hijriah.

Assalamualaikum.

Selepas setahun tirainya terlabuh, akhirnya bulan yang paling dinanti kan oleh semua umat Islam seluruh dunia finally buat come back selepas setahun dia berehat! Ramadhan. It soothes me every time I hear someone says that magical word. As everyone knows. Ramadhan is a holly month for us Muslims. Its the month where everyone is running in the race of performing good deeds. A month where all the "Doors of Heaven" is open. A month where Satan are being chained. And of course, a month where we Muslims need to fast. Well that's the sweetest part of course. Waking up in the morning to get our tummy filled. And then wait for another 12 hours to break our fast at the end of the day. Keep performing our Solah every time after the Adhan is reverb. Everything is exciting! Dalam mall semestinya lagu raya dah berputar 38x. Ahaha.

Since I'm already a student now (Alhamdulillah!), I have very limited time in this fasting month. Pagi pergi kelas, petang discussions here and there, group meeting here and there, aaannnd finally dapatlah balik around 4 / 5 pm. Since my mum is still working 9 - 5 despite of her being in the middle-aged-zone (syukur dia masih sihat), I need to rush back home every weekdays because I am the one who's in charge in the kitchen. Aiceh ayat kemain. But seriously. Disebabkan my mom masih bekerja. Nak dibandingkan dengan saya yang hanyalah seorang student bak kata bapak saya, saya mungkin boleh sampai rumah a lil bit cepat than my mom. Oleh itu, every weekday, sayalah head chef dalam rumah. Even though Ramadhan baru je bermula, tapi akak dah dapat rasa kan kepenatan yang akak akan lalui sepanjang bulan ni ye anak-anak. Pagi rushing, petang pun rushing. Pastu malam pun rushing jugak with all the assignments / tasks given.

By Syawal, I am a dead meat. I am really sure about that. But whatever it is. Its Ramadhan kan? Aren't you excited? Dan setiap kali Ramadhan lah sajak Pak Samad Said dok terngiang-ngiang dalam telinga ni. "Ramadhan Yang Manis". And target saya untuk bulan ni? NAK REDUCE-KAN SIKAP KUAT MENGELUH! In Sha Allah boleh, Amin!

Bait kata buat Wak Jawa.

Ayah.
Dulu ayah kuat kan?
Habis keluar segala kederat.
Tu badan ayah tu,
basah aje dengan keringat.
Semua ayah buat.
Untuk terangkan malam yang likat.

Ayah
Ingat tak dulu kita pernah susah?
Sana sini tanggung beban.
Tapi ayah tak putus cari jalan.
Tak pernah walau sekali.
Ayah kata,
"tu semua untuk kesenangan.
Dan jugak masa depan."

Ayah.
Dulu sebelum pergi tadika,
ayah selalu tocangkan rambut ini.
Sebab ibu dah pergi kerja.
Lepastu ayah hari-hari kata,
"Adik beradik jangan sengketa,
hormati orang tua,
tu, jangan lupa pada Pencipta."
Jangan risau yah.
Masih segar lagi dalam kepala.

Ayah.
Terima kasih yah.
Tak tahu dari segi apa.
Senang cerita,
terima kasih ayah.
BUAT SEGALANYA.

-150614
  Bangsar Utama

"selamat hari ayah, Ayah"

Hidup atas nombor giliran.

Hidup kita ni ada giliran. Macam ambil nombor masa nak buat medical checkup kat klinik kerajaan berhampiran anda tu. Kita ni tak akan selalu diatas. Kita akan ada dibawah jugak kadangkala. Hey, hidup ini umpama roda maaa. Berpusing. Faham? Berpusing. Bila bepusing, kita kadangkala akan ada kat atas, kadang pulak tu kat bawah. Kadang kadang roda tu stop sekejap, tak kisah di-position mana. Either it’s atas, atau bawah. Depends. Dia tengok gak. Hidup kita ni, dia pandai tau main peranan. Dia macam ada satu mata yang  memerhati kita dari somewhere, dan kontrol kita dari jauh. Akan ada time tu, roda yang tengah berpusing tu berhenti lama sikit kat atas. And masa tu, kau dah selesa berada di atas, dengan angin sejuk yang kuat yang buat kau selesa, dengan kemewahan yang dia bagi kau rasa buat seketika sebagai habuan bagi si berada diatas, dia limpahkan pulak kau dengan keriangan bersama yang tersayang. Tak kisah lah, family, friends, ataupun dengan pasangan kau. Hah, time tu, si pemerhati terdetik sesuatu dalam kepala dia, “dah cukup dah time dia ni kat atas ni. Hah, turn kau pulak lah rasa macam mana yang lain rasa ye?”.

Dia pun apa lagi, dengan segera menjalankan tugas dia dan terus pusing punya pusing punya pusing punya pusing itu roda milik kau, dan dengan tragisnya, PAP! Roda tu berhenti tepat di kawasan bawahan. Kawasan malang. Kawasan tada ong meh! Haa time tu angin sejuk bertukar jadi ribut pasir! Kemewahan kau jadi secukup rasa, ala kadar! Keriangan kau bertukar jadi, hah? Apa ni? Heartbreaks?! Tetiba pulak mak bapak tak mengaku anak (eish moga dijauhkan, Amin!). Kawan-kawan, mana pergi semua ni? Sorang pun takde ni. Alamak, si pasangan kesayangan tak memahami gua lah time time ni pulak dia kantoi bermanja dengan gerangan yang dia baru kenal di WeChat!

“APA SEMUA INI?!” “MEGAPA MESTI AKU!!!”

Jerit si hilang akal yang suatu ketika pernah menjadi penghuni kawasan elit roda bahagian atas. Dek terlampau selesa, nah, kan kau dah lupa yang kau tu hidup di atas roda. Roda tu kan bulat. Faham? BULAT. BOLAT. Get it? Semua orang mesti pernah dengar pepatah ni, ‘Buat baik dibalas baik, buat jahat dibalas jahat’. Banyak lah pepatah yang ala-ala sama konsep dengan yang ini. Maksud nya sama, ayat nya yang lain. Termasuk kefahaman kita terhadap ayat tu jugak. Tapi, pokok pangkal nya, ia tetap membawa maksud yang sama. Kau tolong pak cik yang deria penglihatannya cacat untuk melintas jalan, percayalah, esok nya, mesti time kau susah nak lintas jalan, akan ada kereta yang berhenti kan kereta dia tengah jalan semata-mata nak bagi kau, si manusia yang cuma ada kuasa dengan mengangkat sebelah tangan sebagai isyarat ‘Tumpang lalu uolls’ ni, melintas dengan selesa dan selamat. Time tu kau akan rasa pelik lah. “Kenapa selama ni aku nak lintas jalan, kadang sampai anak rambut yang tersorok di bawah ketiak ni kena di-show off baru ada kereta berhenti. Harini senang je aku melintas. Kenapa ye?”. Rewind balik apa jadi semalam samdol. Kan ke kau tolong pak cik tu melintas? Haa. Kan dah dapat balasan baik atas perbuatan baik kau tu?

Same goes to perbuatan jahat yea. Kau curi selipar orang, haa siap lah kau berkurap kaki baru tahu! Hidup ni senang. Jangan di-complicated kan. Eh tipu. Kadang senang, kadang tak. Tapi bila sampai time tak senang tu, kau kena lah pandai manage. Kau bukan lah si kecil manis Mia Sara untuk dibantu berfikir. Unless kau buntu. Hilang arah tujuan. Memang dah zero terus tak tahu nak buat apa, haaa, cari lah seseorang untuk menolong. Paling dekat, bestfriend. Nak lagi cepat rasa lega? Dia kan ada. Mengadu je kat Dia. Dia sentiasa terbuka untuk mendengar rintihan kau, si makhluk yang akan kembali ke tangan –Nya suatu hari kelak. Ya aku jahil. Tak sempurna lagi ibadah ku. Tapi tak bermaksud aku lupa siapa Dia tu! 

Berbalik kepada cerita roda kita tadi. Kesimpulan nya, bila kau dah berada diatas, jangan terlalu selesa. Beringatlah, giliran kau mungkin esok lusa untuk merasa apa yang si di bawah dah merasa sekian lama. Jangan hidung kau tu kau letak tinggi sangat yea. Jangan kau jalan menonong kedepan tanpa pandang kiri kanan atas bawah. Kita semua manusia. Hina dina. Kau lawa kacak mana pun, hina tetap dina. Buat si berada di bawah, kau jangan risau. Mungkin dua minit kemudian lepas kau baca benda ni, roda kau tetiba berputar laju naik ke atas. Hah! Bergembiralah kau buat seketika. Raikan! Pergi! Tapi jangan lupa sediakan diri kau untuk apa yang kian mendatang. Roda tu tak berapa nak menentu. Sebab kan kau dah ada pengalaman berada dibawah, ingat sikit, bukan senang untuk berada diatas kan? Muhasabah diri tu. Jangan terlalu alpa. Jangan lupa diri. Jangan lupa asal usul. 

Oh iya, mak saya selalu pesan benda ni. Jadi saya nak kongsi. “Ingat, Tuhan sekarang bayar cash aje!” 

-"Tak kira kau siapa, manusia tetap manusia" maaf, menaip dalam keadaan penuh emosi. 

Buat Sang Ratu.

Ada seorang wanita.

Dulu nya,

amat cantik.

Tiada satu pun,

yang jelek.

Ada seorang wanita.

Dulu nya,

Amat rebel.

Kisah silamnya,

Ah, lupakan aja.

Ada seorang wanita.

Dulu nya,

Milik orang lain.

Akhirnya,

Berakhir dengan yang lain.

--

Sama-sama bangun,

Sama-sama jatuh.

Sama-sama roboh,

Sama-sama membina.

Ya, mereka memang lahir,

untuk dipasangkan.

--

Didalam dia ada aku,

didalam dia ada yang lain.

Kesana kemari,

9 purnama pun pergi,

Kemana? 

Pergi jauh dari sini.

--

Hati dia menangis,

aku tak tahu.

Jiwa dia patah,

siapa yang tahu?

Naluri dia meronta,

tak seorang pun tahu.

Oh iya,

Tuhan.

Syukur Engkau selalu ada.

Terima kasih ada dengan dia.

Sentiasa.

--

Wanita itu,

Paling manis.

Paling cantik.

Paling sempurna.

Wanita itu,

Paling berani.

Paling kuat.

Paling gagah.

Wanita itu,

Aku sayang.

Aku cinta.

Aku rindu.

Wanita itu,

Di loh mahfuz lagi,

namanya dihati yang kecil ini.

--

Tuhan,

Jika dia tiada,

Ku mohon,

Ku sujud,

Moga kau tempatkan dia,

Bersama para srikandi -Mu disana.

--

Ibu,

Kau tiada gantinya. 

Tiada pernah akan ada.

Hanya kau lah satunya.

Ibu.

-110514

  Bangsar Utama

  “selamat hari ibu, ibu”

Love what you do. Not what you hear.

HIIII! So, attach. Attached. Talking about attach. We can get attached to tons of things okay. Not just emotionally attached to someone kind of attached. Macam macam. Hm what about books? Wow I love books. Don’t you just love books? Different people different taste of books they have. But not me.  I can read tons of books with different genres in one time. Haha wow. Dengar macam amazed tak? Oh tak eh? Haha perasan je kejap. Sebenarnya taklah in one time sangat. What I really meant is that, I can read different genres of books. I am soo into books. Like literally soo into books.

Actually, saya bukan nya ulat buku sangat pun. Tapi, sebab something happened to me. Mm, personal thing. You know. There will be this one point in your life, that you’re soo tired of everyone and everything. Sampaikan bunyi jam pun boleh buat kan korang stress. Serious! Bukan nya benda tu nak jadi dengan tiba tiba pun. Well, things happen for a reason kan? Sometimes, bukan nya reason pun. Tapi REASONS. Get it? So bila benda tu dah jadi, and korang dah pun sampai ke point yang saya cakap tadi tu, mesti korang akan rasa satu feeling ni tau. Feeling tu dia macam satu macam je. Macam aneh aneh je rasanya. Nak tahu apa rasanya tu?

Rasa macam nak try everything yang tak pernah kita try. Takkan you takde kot benda yang you tk pernah try? Impossible lah tu kalau semua benda hang dah try. Amboi hebat. Macam macam benda lah yang boleh kita try since tak sampai berapa percent pun benda dalam hidup kita ni yang dah tercapai. You know, things like travelling (untuk sesiapa yang beruwang, benda ni memang tak jadi masalah), hiking,  cycling alone at nights, cooking, bar tender-ing? And many more. And dalam banyak banyak benda yang dah kita cuba tu, ambil satu untuk dijadikan perkara yang tetap dalam hidup kita. Tetap maksud saya disini is, make it as your hobby. Ye hobby memang boleh berubah ubah dari satu masa ke satu masa. Tapi benda ni, korang cuba kekalkan dia.

You know, bila korang stress, mesti rasa nak jerit kan? Haha don’t worry I’ve been there. Siap pergi gi ke Bukit Ampang tau pukul 10:00 pagi semata-mata untuk menjerit. Hahaha. K anyway, bila stress, cuba buat benda yang korang dah anggap as hobby tadi tu. And to anywhom yang stress kadang tak menentu, tetiba datang je stress tu, korang mesti akan cepat get used to that ‘hobby’. Sebab apa? Sebab setiap kali korang stress, korang akan cari benda yang korang selalu buat tu lah. And bila dah selalu buat, korang mesti akan rasa attached dengan benda tu. Trust me. This thing works. Mana saya tahu? Dah saya yang ada dekat situasi tu saya tahu lah J

Untuk I pulak, I chose to read.Kenapa? Sebab, bagi saya, buku ni, dia macam ada satu macam magnet tau. Magnet yang menarik saya untuk sentiasa bukak one page by one page, and to keep on reading. Kadang saya sampai tak sedar yang jam dah pukul 4:30 pagi. Padahal tadi tengok jam baru pukul 10. Haha. Pilih buku kena betul. Kena sesuai dengan taste kita. Kalau tak kena dengan taste kita, no way kita akan baca buku tu. Like me, I can read anything! Cuma tak berpa nak berminat dengan buku vampire vampire nokhorom ni sorry. Saya pun baru je start baca buku buku urban ni. Yang indie indie tu kan. Yes. Masa mula mula start baca genre indie, memang tak boleh masuk. Ada je rasa macam something tak kena! Tapi saya nak jugak jadi macam orang lain yang baca buku urban ni kan. Apa salah nya cuba benda baru. So saya pun try baca jugak. Slow slow, lama lama, attached habis! Haha.

Sometimes, saya akan rasa sedih yang amat. Pasal buku yang saya baca tu, dah habis chapternya. Bila dah habis chapter, there’s nothing left to be read. And that’s when I realize that I need to wake up to the real world. AGAIN. Sometimes, jatuh cinta dengan watak. Eh ada tau kes macam saya ni. Percayalah cakap I memang ada orang macam I ni. Hahaha. Benda jatuh cinta dengan watak ni pun satu hal jugak. Kadang sampai termimpi mimpi. Teruk kan bunyi nya?

And, saya ada satu reason yang paling kuat untuk saya gunakan bila orang tanya saya, “kenapa suka membaca?” “Why did you love to read?” “What’s up with your reading thing?” Jawapan saya satu je. Don’t you just love adventures? J Then for sure they’ll say “yeah so?”. “Well, without you knowing, books can bring you through tons of adventures just by reading them”. Guess what, saya pernah kena gelak lah sebab bagi jawapan macam tu. Tapi kita relax. Orang tak faham. Kita yang faham. Depa tak faham, sebab depa takde kat tempat kita. Sama jugak macam awak choose to skydive lah kan lets say. Kalau orang tanya,” kenapa suka skydive?” pastu awak bagi jawapan “sebab idola saya ironman”, for sure orang gelak! Tapi, jangan marah depa kalau depa gelak guling guling pun sebab depa tak faham. Kita faham. Yes perkara tu, kita yang suka buat. Bukan depa. Okay?

So what I’m actually trying to say here is that, jangan dengar kata orang. Kalau awak dah jatuh hati dengan drawing ke singing ke apa ke, don’t stop. Keep on going. Okay? Biar je orang cakap apa pasal kita. Biar dorang buat tohmahan murah dorang pasal obsess nya awak dekat sesuatu benda tu. Biar je. Asal kan kita happy. Asalkan kita tidak menyusahkan sesiapa. Asalkan kita senang. Asalkan hal diorang kita tak sentuh. Grew attached seems so serious. But if we ourselves are the ones who chose to be that way, then since when was that problem. Right?

P/s  : Well unless you’re already attached to harming yourself or cutting yourself, then don’t do it. You should stop. Okay. Don’t harm yourself. There’s still people out there who loves you. Trust me ;) And this pic below is cheesy, but it sure is true!

Free kan sikit 1/4 kepala awak tu boleh? Isi dengan benda yang saya nak sampaikan ni.

Okay so HI! Salam 2014. Hahaha lama kan tak update. Since its already 2014, I think it is important for everyone to start changing their point of view about something. Zaman dah berubah, dunia makin maju. Jadi kenapa tidak kita maju kan sekali akal kita kan? Kalau akal kita maju, for sure, diri kita pun akan semakin ke hadapan dan tidak stay di satu tempat sahaja. Tak bosan ke stay kat satu tempat je? Tak bergerak-gerak? Statik? Kaku? Keras? Ha apa lagi lah yang seangkatan degan nya. Gerakkan diri kita ke hadapan. Jangan jadi, sorry to say, ortodok. Tahu tak ortodok tu apa? Ketinggalan zaman. (Something like that la. Saya pun tak buat research dalam dalam lagi.

Okay so, back to the main point. Saya ada benda nak cerita. Harini saya kerja. (Saya belum masuk belajar lagi. Insha Allah bulan depan. AMIN!) So macam biasa saya balik pukul 3. Cuma tadi lewat sikit sebab ada briefing. Well that's not even important. Nak dijadikan cerita, saya and kawan saya plan nak ke CM. Central Market. Tahu kan? Yang tak tahu pergi google :-P Kitorang ke situ nak cari barang. And of course, makan bakso yang tersedap di area KL (bagi sayalah) kahkahkah. Selesai cari barang. Kami pergi makan. Dah habis makan? Tengok jam pukul 5.30pm. Okay so terfikir lah sorang sorang kejap, "kalau jalan gi bust stop dah 15 minit dengan lenggang lenggoknya. Tunggu bas 10 mins. Naik bas dengan jalan jam? Mau 30-45 mins baru dapat sampai rumah ni". So, I decided to get my Asar prayer done at the surau that's provided there.

So pergi lah cari surau. Berpusing jugak lah cari surau. Haha. Jumpa pun jalan ke surau! Haha. *btw, surau CM di rooftop yea. Sangat lah awesome haha* Time sampai, kat luar je dah nampak 3 pasang kasut, so ada lah muslimah yang baru habis or baru nak mula solat sekali ke apa. Masuk je, I memang dah agak, muslimah tu memag muslimah. Faham maksud saya? Maksud saya, mereka wanita yang berhijab. Bukan hijabista okay. Mereka para muslimah berhijab yang normal. Hihi. Okay so, depa ni okay jer. Dua orang dari  mereka, senyum sokmo selalu dengan saya. Hehe. Yang lagi sorang ni, dok pandang saya and kawan saya atas bawah. Mmm kenapa yea? Takpe lah awak, hak awak, mata awak kan. Takpe saya biarkan aja. Sebab saya memang dah biasa dah dengan pandangan macam tu bila saya masuk ke surau public.

Okay, so next, I pergi ambil wuduk. Ada sorang akak ni, maybe pekerja situ ke apa tak pasti lah, *tapi nampak gaya macam iye* masuk untuk solat jugak. Akak ni pun berhijab. Dia masuk tunduk bawah, dia dongak je pandang saya, terus berkerut muka dia. Dengan set pandang atas bawah sekali dia bagi saya. Okay orang kedua buat saya macam tu, tak apa. Saya biarkan aja. Biar dulu hati saya kata. So long story short, selesai lah saya berAsar. Bila tengah lipat telekung, masuk lagi akak office / jaga kedai kat surau. Kali ni tambah 3 orang lagi. Guess what? Pandangan yang sama jugak kami dapat. Haha. Ya Allah, kenapa yea? Kenapa?

Point saya disini is, kenapa setiap kali seseorang yang tidak berhijab masuk ke surau public untuk tunaikan satu perkara wajib dipandang serong oleh orang sekeliling? Salah ke kami ni? Okay. I understand. It's a sacred place. Budak kecil panggil, rumah Allah :-) *Even I call it rumah Allah most of the time hihi* Tempat suci, kena hormat. Kena tutup aurat. Iya saya faham. Tapi saya masuk ke situ bukan nya nak buat sepah ke. Lukis kat dinding ke. Curi selipar ke. Saya nak solat wahai kakak kakak sekalian. Kenapa saya perlu diberi pandangan macam tu? Saya tak sedih, tak sakit hati. Cuma terasa kenapa masyarakat sekarang, bila nampak kami yang tak berhijab ni, or senang kata free hair ni nak masuk surau, mesti dipandang serong. Di-daring. Di cakap belakang. Daripada akak pandang kami macam tu, apa kata akak tutup hati akak dari bercakap buruk, senyumkan mata akak tu daripada asyik men-daring and ramahkan mulut akak dengan senyum *at least*.

Saya bukan nak cakap apa lah. Fikiran manusia lain lain. My mom always says, that my arwah nenek once said to her that, "rambut sama hitam, hati lain lain". Awak fahamkan apa maksudnya tu? Maksudnya tak semua orang sama. Ada yang sependapat dengan kita, ada yang langsung tidak. Ada jugak yang nak ikut kepala dia aje. Eee geram gak haku orang cenggitu. Okay nevvvays, saya bukan nak cakap apa, tapi saya teringat dulu kawan saya ada cerita. Time ni saya around form 1 form 2 lah. Kat hostel time tu. Hihi dak dak asrama. Kakak dia is a medic student at Indonesia. So since she have stayed in Indonesia for like, 4-5 years or something, she knows Indonesia well. Kakak dia kata, kat sana, memang kota muslim. Cuma kita je kena pandai beza. Sebab cara mereka dan kita lain. Contohnya disana, kahwin berlainan agama without the need to convert to Islam in not that important. So banyak kahwin campur. And yang Muslim nya pulak, waduh waduh, ceweknya seksi banget sih! Hihi. Tapi, kakak dia kata, kakak dia kagum dengan para ceweks yang seksi itu. Sebab apa?

Depa, seseksi mana pun depa, tiap kali masuk waktu, mesti akan ke masjid untuk solat. Kakak dia sendiri pernah nampak, this one cewek, bermini skirt ya waduh! Masuk ke masjid untuk solat. Kita first time nampak memang terkejut kakak dia kata. Nak tahu kenapa depa macam tu? Sebab, kakak dia cakap, pegangan depa is, 'Solat itu tiang ugama'. Wow. Saya kagum. Awak kagum? Tak? Itu awak punya pasal. Tapi saya kagum. Itu depa siap masuk masjid lagi tu. Tadak orang heran. Tapi kenapa kita ni, baru masuk surau kecil, surau public, dah berlubang dah badan depa yang free hair ni kena panahan mereka mereka yang mendaring!!!

So cerita saya petang tadi tu, hm. Bila saya fikir fikir fikir fikir dan fikir balik, ye mungkin ada salah saya jugak. Surau kan? Rumah Allah. Tempat suci. Tempat bersih. Kena tutup aurat itu sudah semestinya. Salah saya, iya salah saya. Saya sedar. Saya salah sebab tak tutup kepala saya. Ye Aiman, kau tu free hair, tapi at least cover lah kepala tu. Pakai selendang ke, sweater ke apa ke. The problem is, tadi saya memang takde bawak selendang ke apa dalam bag *memang tak pernah bawak pun sebenarnya*. So dengan formula formula yang telah difikirkan, saya main hantam ja sebab nak solat punya pasal. Iya salah saya. So next time, anywhere I'll go, I'll prepare one mafela or a shawl in my bag. Senang. Jumpa surau, sarung je. Kan? Yelah diri ni kat luar memang tak bertudung, apa salah nya tutup sikit bila nak masuk tempat suci.

Lesson untuk diri saya dah ada. Untuk masyarakat sekeliling pulak? Yea, jangan lah suka pandang orang lain macam bila nampak orang tu memang lain dan macam sikit pun. Tahu tak acceptance tu penting? Tahu tak acceptance tu apa? Banyak maksud dia. Well english kan. Satu perkataan, seribu maksud kat belakang. Sama jugak macam Bahasa Melayu okay. Hehehe. Okay apa itu acceptance? Nah....

Acceptance yang saya maksud kan, is yang saya merahkan tu. You get it? Penerimaan. Ha. Masyarakat kita ni, lack of acceptance. Susah tau. Cuba imagine, put yourself in some else's shoes. Cuba letakkan diri awak dekat tempat student yang berhijab di Russia contoh nya. Russians, they're not really into this hijab thing, senang cerita, depa ni ada Islamophobia. Ha Islamopobia pun tak tahu lebey ni. Gi baca buku lah wey! Okay so, tahu tak, student berhijab kat sana, Russians jauh kan diri depa dari mereka? You know, hawkers, abang jaga kedai *cehh* dan so on, susah nak layan student bertudung kat sana. Apa awak rasa kalau awak ada kat tempat dorang? Yes, itu exactly apa yang saya rasa bila saya dipandang serong bila saya masuk surau dengan tidak bertutup kepala *ye itu memang salah saya, saya mengaku* dengan niat nak solat. So Malays, open up your mind. Free some spaces in your mind, and start accepting things that you're not used to. Daripada semakkan kepala dengan cintun je, pe kata semakkan at least 1/4 lah kepala kamu-kamu tu, dengan perkara macam ni. Perkara yang memang masyarakat kita kena bukak mata and give more attention to. Kita sama sama Melayu maa. Melayu memang suka jatuhkan Melayu, tapi perlu ke kita jadi seperti Melayu yang itu? Tidak saya rasa :-)

#MelayuBukaMinda ---- #BukaMindaMuMelayu

p/s : yang saya cerita pasal di Russia tu, saya tak reka ye btw, saya sampai kan je apa yang kawan saya cerita kat saya. Kesian dia. Dia lah salah sorang student yang berhijab tu. May Allah bless her always. Amin Ya Rabb.

Langkawi Permata Kedah, Part 3.

Assalamualaikum! Eish eish lama hilang muncul balik apa cita? Okay enough jom start story. Ni part last ni. Rasa tak sedap jer hati bila tak habis kan cerita lagi. Okay sooo....

The last thing I tell is the part that me and my friends went cycling right? Okay so the next day, the first place we go right after bangun tidoq is *cheh ayat bangun tidoq kemain!* Makam Mahsuri. Ye, antara tempat yang wajib lawat ketika anda di Langkawi okay. So dari Tanjung Malie ke Makam Mahsuri is around 20 mins jugak sebab jalan dia sama je arah dengan jalan ke cable car. Oh ye, just p/s, kita orang Melayu, jadi kita pun nak melawat ke tempat yang nama nya pun Makam, kan? Jadi kita mesti dah diasuh supaya berpakaian sopan untuk melawat someone's grave kan? Jadi ye, pakai lah sopan sopan sikit naa nak gi sana. Just p/s je. No hate here. Sebab itu ikut kehendak masing-masing lah. Okay so back to the story. One ticket is for RM8 only per person, and per entrance. Once you entered the place, you'll be welcomed with the sweet melody from the Gamelan team. Haa, classic kan jemput orang masuk rumah dengan bunyi sweet Gamelan? Ada macam macam dalam tu. Ada replika rumah Cik Mahsuri, replika rumah orang yang membunuh Cik Mahsuri. Ada muzium yang tunjuk macam mana Cik Mahsuri dibunuh, kisah hidup dia, kisah Cik Aishah legasi Cik Mahsuri yang ketujuh dimana bila lahirnya Cik Aishah, maka sumpah Cik Mahsuri ke atas Langkawi pun tamat. Alhamdulillah. And dalam tu jugak ada Perigi Mahsuri. Air nya sejuk sangat. Orang orang kampung cakap, sejuk dia lain macam. Sebab air perigi memang sejuk, tapi pergi yang ni, sejuk dia lain sikit. Dan air ni jugak dikatakan ada mukjizatnya sendiri, dan tak pernah kering walaupun dilanda kemarau yang panjang. Kuasa Tuhan. Who knows kan? So ye tourist macam kami ni pun apa lagi, memang dah sedia kan timba kat tepi perigi tu, apa lagi, dok pakat lah kami sama sama pi timba air, pastu basuh muka, basuh kaki, basuh tangan, and ye semestinya, telan seteguk dua air sejuk pergi Mahsuri tu. Ada kedai souvenir jugak untuk korang beli buah tangan. Oh ye, masa kami nak balik, kami nampak tiga orang wanita Thailand, yang bukan beragama Islam, tetapi diorang sendiri tutup kepala diorang pakai selendang yang diorang bawak sendiri menunjukkan tanda hormat diorang melawat makam seseorang. So, what's playing in your mind right now? :)

Okay so, selepas tu, kami bergerak ke Beras Terbakar pulak. Kat sini banyak tmpat shopping. Chocolate, baju, keychain, topi, bag semua nya lah! Hihi. We didn't spent so much time here. Only half an hour. Okay than later, kami bergerak ke... Air Terjun Telaga Tujuh! Yeaaaaaay. Eh best tau air terjun tu. Tapi nak naik kena daki bukit ah. Sebab dia air terjun yang tak import dari mana mana memang air terjun dari gunung punya. Haa penat tau daki bukit. Dah penat tu yang baru best terus masuk air tu. Hihihi. Kat sini spent time memang kena lama kay kawan kawan. Hahaha. Untuk orang KL mcm kitorang yang memamg jarang gi ayaq terjun, haa memang spent setengah hari kat sini. Best wey best!

Okay dah lama kan kat air terjun? Sambung pulak mandi ayaq laut. Hahaha. Air laut kat Pantai Tanjung Mali jer. Dekat dengan resort. Hehehe. Okay terus lompat ke hari esok nya which is the last day there! Hmmm sedih. Okay so, the first thing kami buat the next day after sesiap mandi semua is pergi ke shopping mall yang jual coklat tu, Haji Ismail Group. Ya Allah! Heaven of chocolate there okay! Harga? Boleh tahan lah murah. Okay so layturrr, semestinya dah lapar, jadi kami lunch kat mana tau? Kat tepi pantai okay. Haa exclusive tak exclusive tak? Hihihi. Okay so after makan makan semua tu, we olls gerak ke jetty, pulangkan kunci kereta, naik ferry ke until Jetty Arau, then naik cab ke Station Keretapi Arau, then naik train ke KL. We arrived around 6:30am the next morning. Then terus ke  Le Meridien Hotel untuk breakfast. Yeay us. Alhamdulillah, the trip was super fun & went well. May our friendship lasts & ehem ehem, kami on the way plan untuk next trip okay? Hehehe. Assalamualaikum x 

Langkawi Permata Kedah, part 2.

Hi & Assalamualaikum! Kay lets continue our story. So from the last post, cerita last sekali I cerita is yg I pergi Dataran Lang kan. So,on the next day. We packed our things up, and went for an Island Hopping! And by 'packed our things up' means that we literally packed all our things up because we only stayed a night at The Cottage. Kitorang check out dah pagi tu. Hm sedih je. So back to island hopping, it is really fun! Benda ni benda ada dalam list 'Wajib Buat' bila korang kat Langkawi. Kalau korang tak buat rasa tak lengkap sangat stay kat sana tu. So island hopping ni harga dia is RM25 - RM30 per person bergantung kepada rate travel agent sana lah. Different travel agent different price okay.

First off, dia bawak kitorang ke Pulau Dayang Bunting. Kat situ diorang bagi kita 1 jam sahaja untuk mandi manda ke, photoshoot sana photoshoot sini ke, bawak paddle boat ke. Haaa bebas lah kita nak gerak for 1 hour. The water is soo cool! But the weather is extremely hot! I would really love to swim. But unfortunately, kita ni dah tak pandai berenang kan, rendam rendam kaki jelah kat tepi tepi tu. Hihi. Only Mia & Wan je yang enjoy mandi manda sana sinun tu. Hihi. Depa kata air sejuk bagai nak rak. Tapi dalam dia memang seram lah. Well kata air tasik kan. Tasik memang tasik semulajadi, memang lah dalam dia tak terkata kalau macam tu. And plus, we make a new friend! A Korean friend. He's a student from a college in Seri Gombak. His name is Kim Hyun Joong. Well that's what I heard. Sorry man, I didn't hear you clearly. But nice meeting you okay J 

Then after an hour spent dekat situ, depa bawak kita pergi Eagle Feeding pulak. Haa. Nama hebat en? Tapi tak bagi makan pun. Depa setakat campak macam roti ke apa kat dalam air then burung-burung helang tu pun lowered then ambik makanan kat dalam air tu. Camtu je. Ingat kan memang try letak burung helang kt tangan ke apa kan. Hahaha. Tapi kat situ bukan satu jam sangat lah. Sebab tak buat apa pun. Just bird watching je. Then after 20 mins atas bot, depa gerak. Depa bawak kita gi ni pulak....

Pulau Beras Basah! Yeaaaay. Okay kat sini boleh mandi manda sebab dia memang tepi pantai. Air dia pun memang lawa. Air dia sangat cantik. Bersih yang amat! Air dia biru. Jernih jugak lah. Kat sini pulak dia buat pit stop around 1 jam lebih gak lah. Oh, RED ALERT RED ALERT! Pulau ni banyak tu haa kawan kawan korang yang suka makan pisang tak pun suka curi makanan orang. Alaa yang nama dia monyet tu. Hihihi. Take care okay if you’re planning on going to this island. So after an hour, selepas badan dah fully basah and fully covered with sand, baru lah kami bertolak pulang ke jetty Tanjung Mali tempat first kami berkumpul ramai-ramai dengan tourist yang lain. And seperti biasa, depa ambik gambar kita randomly tu, then dia process gambar-gambar tu then potong cantik-cantik lekat kat atas plate. Yeay dah siap gambar atas piring cantik. Selalu nya I akan ignore je kalau diorang jual balik benda tu. Tapi kali ni semestinya harus dibeli sebab gambar tu perfect gila akak tu ambik! Haha harga pun kurang lebih RM10 je sepiring *eh sepiring ke?*

Okay so later on, kami pun check in ke tempat penginapan yang lagi satu. Tanjung Malie Beach Resort. Ini bukan beach resort dah, ini memang dah tepi pantai betul betul tepi pantai punya beach resort ah! Kay yang ni sumpah best. Sebab apa. Sebab kita dapat bilik yang hujung sekali yang sebelah tangga, and bilik tu pulak hang turun je tangga hang jalan depan sikit ja hang dah boleh terus terjun dalam air. Yeaaaay. Happy us is happy. The service, the view, the room, everything! Is perfect. Hihi. Harga pun boleh tahan lah. A room with two double beds, air conditioned, sea view, near to the sea, near to shopping area, near to Underwater World, near to convenient stores, plus a hot shower, is only RM200 for two nights! Incredible isn’t it? Alhamdulillah lah sebab semua memang perfect. After rest, after makan minum semua nya lengkap, next destination..... Langkawi Cable Car!

A lil bit far from where we stayed. Dalam 20 mins jugak lah perjalanan. So, siapa yang pernah pergi dulu, mungkin tak tahu yang sekarang ni, pihak cable car dah buat promo istimewa. Eh bukan promo dah, tapi memang harga istimewa untuk Warganegara Malaysia. Pemegang IC biru okay. Haaa tahu tak berapa harga untuk seorang warganegara Malaysia? Yes half price. Pandai. Dari harga yang asal nya RM30, bagi ic kat counter tu naaa, ticket anda hanya berharga RM15 sahaja! Yes tak tipu. Betul. Well, RM15 untuk perjalanan yang menyeramkan dan sangat tinggi is sooo worth it. Sebab bukan musim cuti sekolah, so tak ramai yang naik and time tu pulak memang tak ramai tourists pun. Jadi tak ambik masa lah untuk kitorang beratur. Woi. Tipu lah kalau tak gayat. Kalau naik flight memang lah tak gayat, hangpa bukan nampak pun luar tu sangat tingkap kecik ja. Ni naa kau tingkap dia besaq pintu! Guess what, I beranikan diri jugak untuk naik sampai ke platform number 2 where the sky bridge is located. But, hm sayang nya, sky bridge ditutup. Penyelenggaraan katanya. Sedih! I came to Langkawi to get on that bridge for the second time! Okay! Tapi awak tutup. Hm mungkin tiada rezeki bagi saya. Next time I datang lagi okay. And again, view yang amat indah tak terkata. Cuaca pun sejuk je kat atas tu. Tenang je hati. Hihi.

Okay, finally get off the cable car. Drive back to Tanjung Malie. Activity apa pulak nak buat petang petang? Haaa, naik basikal jom! Sewa basikal untuk satu jam is only RM5. Kalau sewa untuk satu hari is RM20. So kitorang pun ambik for 2 hours. Yang ni lawak. Dah berkarat dah tulang temulang ni nak naik basikal, gagah kan jugak diri nak naik sebab dah sampai kawasan pantai berangin-angin memang best and sesuai sangat kalau nak berbasikal. Hahaha. Jauh jugak lah kami berbasikal. Bermacam jalan kampung kitorang lalu. Buat pit stop for 10mins kat tepi sawah, tengok sorang pak cik ni nak masukkan lembu dia dalam kandang balik. Eh boleh siap borak lah jugak. Then kami pun teruskan berbasikal sampai terjumpa dua orang budak lelaki, tengah menjala kat tepi parit. Wow menarik perhatian orang Bandar macam kami betul ni! Apa lagi, buat pit stop lagi. I get the chance to throw the fish net into the water but it fails. Hahaha. I threw perfectly, but then I let go everything at once then the lil boy have to go in the water to pick up the net all over again. Hahaha. Best. Seriously best. Rasa macam buat rancangan dah pulak. Rancangan orang bandaq masuk kampung. Hiks. Nama budak tu Badrul. And dia suruh kami datang lagi esok nya sebab kali tu betul betul nak ajar. Alahai, tapi pack lah Bad kami punya schedule. Sorry. Lain tahun kami mai lagi naa? Thanks Bad! J

Langkawi Permata Kedah, part 1.

Hi! Assalamualaikum! Well well well. Tengok title, semestinya nak cerita pasal Langkawi. But not the history of Langkawi, its about me and my girlfriends' trip to Langkawi about a week ago. Okay so. Kitorang memang dah lama gila plan nak gi sana. Since before paper SPM 2012 start lagi. Time tu takdelah plan mana pun just berangan je lebih. Then after SPM, masing-masing bawak haluan masing-masing. But nasib baik kami berempat masih bercontact satu sama lain yang membawa maksud senang untuk plan nak pergi mana-mana! Yeay.

Okay, so dari kami empat orang, dua telah pun selamat melanjutkan pelajaran. Manakala lagi dua orang belum ada rezeki lagi. And fyi, saya lah salah seorang dari dua orang yang belum gi mana-mana study lagi *Ah sedihhhh*. Tapi takpe Insyallah ada rezeki adalah nanti saya akan sambung study :) K back to the story. Since saya bukan student, jadi saya lah tukang menjadi masterplan nya. Plan punya plan punya plan. Wow, makan duit jugak kan. Tapi takpe, demi impian, cari jugak duit! Yeay. Duit dah cukup, apa lagi. Langkawi here we comeee! By the way, kami naik train and bukan flight. Disebabkan kami punya bajet hanyalah ala kadar dan boleh dikira as bajet backpackers, kami decide untuk naik train. Murah pun murah. Walaupun perjalanan panjang and memenatkan. Harga ticket berpatutan which is kami ambik seat yg second class and tambang satu hala dia is RM42 sahaja.

#KAMIDATANGNI!

Kami bertolak on 09.10.13, naik train KTM coach Ekspres Senandung Langkawi straight to station Arau, Perlis. Well guess what. Ehem ehem. One of our friend turned 18 on that night! Birthday dia on 10.10 so kau sambut atas train jelah nokks. Hihi neways, Happy Belated 18th WNS! Okay so we arrived at Arau around 8:56am the next morning and we took a cab straight to Jeti Kuala Perlis where we took a ferry straight to the island! Tambang taxi is RM6 per person, and ticket ferry one way is RM18. And ticket ferry Hanya dijual one way okay takde pergi balik. Kami stay 4 hari 3 malam disana tapi malam terakhir tak tau nak tidoq mana sebab resort to dah habih penuh dah orang booking rupanya. But its okay, we managed to find a perfect & cozy place for our stay. 

Stesen Keretapi Arau, Perlis.

Sampai je Langkawi, tunggu abang sewa kereta hantar kereta. Harga kereta pun murah which is RM170 for 4 days and boleh hantar petang dan tiada caj bayaran berlebihan yg harus dibayar walaupun hantar lambat! Hihihi. So, malam pertama, kami stay di The Cottage. Dekat dengan Pantai Cenang. Bila sampai, ingatkan temoat tu jauh dari pantai. Rupanya memang depan pantai beb. Jalan kaki sikit je kalau rajin. Kalau malas, bawak lah kereta tu. Hehe. Cozy gila tempat tu. best service, wifi laju, kedai makan semua dekat. And yang paling best dekat situ selain daripada wifi yang perfect, is brader-brader mat salleh yang menginap disitu jugak. Hihihi. Mata gatai dah sampai tempat orang naaa.

First day, activity takde lah banyak mana pun. Sampai tempat tu around lewat tengahari jugak lah. Sampai je situ, dah tak nampak apa nampak katil dengan aircond je. Campak bag, tukar baju, set aircond to the lowest temp and then BOOOM terbongkang. Hehehe. Petang gi cari makan. Kami ikut jalan apa tah gi cari makan tu tapi the view seriously sangat sangat cantik. Tak terkata tau kecantikan view dia tu. Subhanallah je yg termampu keluar dari mulut ktorang. Then after makan makan makan, kitorang pergi pantai yang ada dekat depan tempat kitorang stay. Ya Allah best nya. Tak terkata. Sunset view paling best I pernah experience. 

Then later on kitorang gi pasar malam. Makanan murah murah wey sana. Rate harga makanan pasar malam sana and pasar malam kat KL pun berbeza tau. Haha. Makanan pun lebih kurang sama macam di KL cuma dijual oleh orang Langkawi. Then malam lagi sikit kami takleh tidur. Tak tahu kenapa mata mengenyam ajak nak keluar je kerja! Hahaha. So I ajak diorang pergi Dataran Lang. Besar gila kan burung helang dia kan. Haha. Sejuk tempat tu malam malam. Tak function sangat. Kalau korang nak gi karaoke or bowling ke, korang boleh pergi dekat mall beside Dataran Lang tu. Its open until 3am / 4am.

Okay. Gonna stop here. Minum ayaq sat. Nanti mai balik tulis kat post lagi satu naaa. Banyak lagi nak cita ni! Ciao.

Salam Syawal 2012 ♥

Saat Ramadhan berlalu dan Syawal pun tiba.

"Ramadhan tiba juga dibatas perpisahan

air mata ku gugur saatku lambai ia di lembayung senja

harapan bercampur ragu ku selit dalam setiap doa

mohon diterima amalan biar terkumpul segala rahmat

di Lailatul Qadar, malam terbaik seribu bulan.

Senja yang berlabuh pun terus mengamit Syawal

bibirku tak kering menyebut kalimah memujimu

takbir dari hamba-hambaMU bergema seluruh semesta

tak puas lagi aku sujud menyembah padaMu Ya Allah!!

dengan limpah izinMu, Syawal ku peluk dengan syukur. 

Ramadhan yang pergi dan Syawal yang tiba

Ku nikmatimu dengan penuh takwa dan keinsafan." 

Assalamualaikum semua :) Apa khahar? Sihat? Moga-moga sihat sejahtera lah yea. Alhamdulillah ♥ Nampak nya, Ramadhan telah pun melabuh kan tirai nya, dan ia memberi ruang kepada sahabat baik nya Syawal untuk membuka sebuah lembaran yg baru untuk kita semua.

Jadi, di kesempatan ini, saya Nurul Aiman Amin ingin memohon maaf, dari hujung rambut sampai ke hujung kaki, andai ada terkasar bahasa, tersilap langkah, tersinggung perasaan, dan ada janji yang tidak dikota. Halalkan segala makan minum wang dan apa-apa sahaja yang pernah diberi kepada saya. In simple phrase, yg tidak berkias-kias, kita kosong-kosong lah yea? Haha. Kepada yang balik kampung tu, hati-hati di jalan raya. Berseronok lah ada kampung tau :) And kepada yang main mercun tu, saya tak melarang, tapi, tolong lah main elok-elok! Jangan beraya dekat hospital tau!

Dalam kita bergembira menyambut Syawal, jangan lah pula kita lupa pada mereka-mereka insan yang kurang bernasib baik dan juga kepada mereka-mereka yang telah tiada. Hadiahkan lah mereka dengan Al-fatihah. Moga-moga di bulan syawal nan mulia ini, kita semua mendapat rahmat yang maha agung dari -Nya. Amin ya rabb! :)

Sekian, Salam Syawal, Ikhlas Dari,
Nurul Aiman Amin ♥

Ramdhan Al-Mubarak, 1433 Hijrah ♥

ASSALAMUALAIKUM. Heyya there gaisss! Sudah lama tidak diudate ya ini belog. Hihihi. Rindu nya nak update. Kay now dah diupdate :) So, how are all of you followers? Cheh ayat macam blogger yang amat dikenali ramai kan? Hehe. What the ever. Still, even no one's gonna read this cr*p, I'm gonna be nice anddddd, Hai, apa khabar anda semua? Lama tak dengar cerita. Jap, cerita saya ke cerita awak? Haaa cerita kita lah, sweet sikit en en? Haa :p

Kay, so, sebab amat lama tak update blog. Banyak sangat berlaku. Dari saya ada boboi, saaaampai dah takde boboi, semuanya lah. Haha. Yea ada blogger yang active sebab ada laptop sendiri. Tak pun yang memanjang online je kerja. Tak pun yang memang ada android or apple stuffs sendiri. Tak pun yang memang hari-hari dia update lah. Well I'm not that kind of blogger. Tapi saya sangat sayang blog saya. Dah 5 tahun kay blog ni. Haa. Tak active pun still dah 5 tahun kay! Haaa, kau hado?

Enuff! Tengok tajuk post. Tengok apa yang ditulis. Tiada kena mengena kan? Haaa :p Kay, disebabkan terlampau lama tak update, and time nak update je tengah tengah Ramadhan, so saya terus lah buat title macam gitu. SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN YA MUSLIMIN MUSLIMAT SEKALIAN ♥ May Allah bless all of you with his Rahmat. Moga moga semua amalan kita diterima oleh -Nya. Dan, moga moga kalian semua serta saya sekali akan dapat mengejar malam yang paling mulia, malam yang paling agung, malam seribu bulan, malam Lailatul Qadr. AMIN YA RABB ~

P/S : Yeah, memang syawal dah dekat, but, still, ada time lagi. Kay gais, jom kita ramai-ramai buat amalm and kejar malam mulia Lailatul Qadr yea? Amin Ya Rabb, Amin Ya Rabb, Amin Ya Rabb :)

Pictures of ATPN Arabian Night, 10.11.11. Photos credits to Wanny Said ♥

Pictures of the making of ATPN Arabian Night, 10.11.11. Photos credits to Wanny Said ♥